ABSURD ! OR REAL ?

If matter is indestructable but only conver table ( E= m.c-square )
Why soul is also not industrable and also convertable ?

iF DARK ENERGY cAN SPONTANEOUSLY APPEAR TO KEEP the Balance of Expanding Universe, why Soul or Consciousness can't also blossom spontANEOUSLY (BY WILL OD first cause TO KEEP THE BALANCE IN living sphere of Cause.

Is matter and CONSCIOUSNESS the same elemental character OR are independent or Integrated ?

Is it that Modern Scientists are sailing the river of TRUTH but from the other end of the facts.

IS it cosnic Consciousness first and then the Cosmos or the reverse order ?
With out the first observer, what is OBSERVATION or the OBJECT or the Universe ?